PainHello my old friend,Pain by Sakura-Araragi
How has it been?
You seem to come around quite often these days.
I guess I can’t stay away from calling you to me.
No other feeling is present,
You are all that I have.
You are my drug. You are my sweet juice of liquor
I can’t live without you.
Oh, so sweet…
Absolute pleasure coursing through my body
Your spears continue to relentlessly pierce through me.
Do what you wish with me.
I need to be punished for the equal amount of pain I have given.
The damage has already been done
The wreckage remains;
Shattered ruins of a once peaceful and happy place
But I am still the perpetrator
A perpetrator, who won’t receive the payback from those she has harmed.
But that perpetrator knows how to cause harm
On rather high levels.
And she will be made sure to never do harm to those she cares about.
There is no such thing as forgiveness
Not for me.
There never was.
It’s too late to forgive oneself for th
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"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players"
~ William Shakespeare
"Whether in success or in failure, I'm proud of every single movie I've directed."
A little bit about me...
My name is Sakura. I believe that art comes in many forms. It doesn't necessarily have to be paintings, drawings, and sculptures. Art is anything that can be created when expressed with passion and emotion. Poetry, writing, designing, crafts, dancing, singing, song-writing, film making, and my favorite: acting! ^W^
I don't believe in natural born talents, because I don't think there's such a thing. "Talent" is just a term for a highly advanced skill that comes from hard work, dedication, and, of course, practice practice practice!
I'm a self taught artist, and open to new things. Now, I’ve taken the required art classes in Elementary/Grammar school according to the schedule of the school (like every regular school). However… everything else is more self-taught and learning techniques by either looking up tutorials or the “What does this button do?” method.
I don’t have my own style actually (especially not in drawing |D). However, I do like to do things and create things that few or no people have ever thought of before. I tend to stay away from hypes and bandwagons (i.e. drawing certain things “just because someone else is drawing them"). I feel like getting sucked into drawing things “because they’re drawing it” defeats the purpose of originality and creativity. In all honesty, it feels like a lazy excuse. I often times like to “take the road less traveled”.
Even if a meme or bandwagon gets so much hype and becomes popular for a prolonged amount of time, I still won't do it until the hype simmers down. Even if I see how fun it looks to do----and I really want to do it---and if I have uncontrollable urges to do it.... I still won't do it. Nope. If I did, I'd be more of a hypocrite than I already am.
Now, I admit, sometimes, I’d like to “Draw things that someone else is drawing”. But, instead of blatantly copy it like everyone else would„ I’d study it for a moment and ask myself “Okay, how can I make this somewhat similar to the original concept but make it different at the same time?” With that, I tend to add my own twist or my own take on things.
Anywho. Thanks for dropping by my profile, and enjoy your stay as you browse around~! ^u^ (Please DO NOT post Chain Comments, beg for points, or ask personal questions, thank you. But, feel free to thank me for faves, watches, etc.).